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Glastonbury 2011

After a scorcher in 2010, normal wet and muddy service was resumed for this years festival although it did begin to dry out on Sunday.

Morrissey was on miserable but fine form, the much anticipated visit from U2 saw them playing like millionaires instead of musicians and although many will find this hard to believe, Coldplay actually lifted everyone’s spirits and put on a cracking show.

Paul Simon announced”I’ve got a throat infection so if I’m not at the top of my game, that’s the reason but looked a little confused for most of the time. I made a decision to side step Beyonce and enjoy the substance over style with Queens of the Stones Age and I definitely made the right choice 🙂


  • U2
  • Coldplay
  • Beyonce
  • Paul Simon (Sunday Afternoon Legend)

Here are a few images and videos of my experience.

Conversation 16…A Modern Zombie Tale.

2010 could well be the year of the Zombie, with the fantastic Walking Dead TV show and my song of the year Conversation 16 by The National. If we look back at the original Dawn of the Dead movie,we can see that it was actually a satire on rampant consumer culture where soulless empty headed direction-less morons are wandering aimlessly about with no sense of purpose.

This seems to be more appropriate than ever before and any doubters simply need to look down from level 3 of any shopping mall in the world to the mass of real life zombies wandering aimlessly below.

The National’s Matt Berninger distinctive deep baritone voice singing of bleak landscapes and melancholy have been the soundtrack to my life for sometime now but the song Conversation 16 where he sings “I was afraid I’d eat your brains,’ Cause I’m evil” initially made me wince but after a little research for interpretations of the song, I was left gob smacked by the beauty of a tale about a man who is afraid of becoming a zombie in life.

Lines such as “You’ll never believe the shitty thoughts I think” and “fall asleep in your branches” are delivered effortlessly and would melt the coldest of hearts and easy to see why it’s my most played song this year.

It would seem that that character is going with the flow: doing what is expected of him, not disappointing anyone, reading the script of his movie, keeping his shitty thoughts to himself and only telling his wife about them after she’s asleep. His best efforts are making him turn into a “zombie” he’s becoming less enthused about life, he’s unable to express himself, going through the motions, becoming a “confident liar,” etc.

“You’ll never believe the shitty thoughts I think”

My favourite theory on the lyrics of Conversation 16 and why I love this song so much can be heard in the last verse where he states all of the anti-zombie things that he actually wants out of life. To be romantic, to believe, to be safe, to continue loving his wife… but he’s ultimately afraid he’ll “eat her brains”. He’s afraid that the ritual of everyday life will strip him of his appealing aspects until he’s unable to feel emotion (like a zombie) and cause him to do harm to the person he loves and wants the most (eat her brains). Because he’s evil. (more…)

Glastonbury 2010

Glastonbury 2010 had it all, beautiful sunshine, blazing temperatures and a perfect 40th birthday party for Glastonbury. In fact if anything it was a little too hot and there were few places to escape the heat when you had burned your pasty white skin.

Although I was in pain for most of the festival because of a dodgy tooth which involved misisng the first half of the Muse set whilst I was in an emergency dental chair (tooth removed when I got home) it didn’t stop this being one of the best Glastonbury’s I have been too.

A secret Radiohead gig and a storming National set were massive highlights.


  • Gorillaz
  •  Muse
  • Stevie Wonder
  • Ray Davies (Sunday legend slot)

Here are a few images and videos of my experience.

Glastonbury 2009

Glastonbury 2009 had a disastrous start, as a motorway crash turned a 3 hour journey into a mammoth 14 hour trip and had to pitch our tent in the dark on Wednesday night. I felt robbed of my Glastonbury Wednesday chill out but soon made up for any lost time.

Word quickly spread across site about the death of Michael Jackson, and within a few hours people were wearing tribute t-shirts and acts were busy doing tribute cover versions of their fave tunes. However an uber cool Nick Cave strolled on stage and announces, “We’re gonna dedicate this set to the late, great … Farah Fawcett.” After what is surely the greatest Michael Jackson snub of the weekend.

When Nick Cave left the stage I made my biggest Glastonbury mistake ever! I headed to the other stage to finish Glastonbury dancing to the Prodigy rather than watch Blur. The Prodigy were incredibly mediocre and Blur put on what many have said there greatest ever performance. Arrrgggggh!


  • Neil Young
  • Bruce Springsteen,
  • Blur

Here are a few images and videos of my experience.

Glastonbury 2008

On the April 15th 2008 my 5 year old daughter lost her battle against a nasty childhood cancer called Neuroblastoma. Despite trying to remain positive until the end, I was now left with the realisation that I had lost my little girl forever and turned to music to help me deal with my grief.

A song called Tank Park Salute by Billy Bragg helped me through a difficult time more than I could ever express in this short post and when feeling low one night, I emailed the organisers of the Glastonbury Festival advising that it would mean the world to me if Billy Bragg could sing the song as a tribute to my little girl on Sunday night when he was performing in the Leftfield tent at the festival.


I thought nothing more about this until the Sunday of the Festival several months later, when my phone rang early in the morning as I was eating my full English Breakfast which was lovingly prepared on our camping stove by my Kerry, as I answered the phone call, I was greeted with a familiar voice from Barking saying “Hi Neil, Its Billy Bragg here and wanted you to know that I will sing Tank Park Salute as a tribute to your little girl tonight if you fancy dropping by

Billy was incredibly nice and we chatted for a good 10 minutes like old friends with no hint of awkwardness at all, for me this encapsulated the very essence of the Glastonbury Festival. All too often people think of music festivals as being big corporate affairs with no heart or soul. However what Michael and Emily Eavis family have built is like nowhere on earth and there is a community of over 170,000 people who quite literally fit the demographic of new born babies to 70 year olds with a common love of music and making a difference.

That Sunday night, I went to see Billy Bragg and with minimum fuss he said this song is for those that have lost someone and subtly changed the lyric.

Some photographs of a summer’s day
A little GIRLS lifetime away
Is all I’ve left of everything we’ve done
Like a pale moon in a sunny sky
Death gazes down as I pass by.

Everyone has a Glastonbury story and being on the front row of the Leftfield tent in 2008 with tears streaming down my face whilst Billy Bragg sang Tank Park Salute is something that I will forever be grateful for and it helped me so much in dealing with the unthinkable, the loss of my little girl.

A few years later, I was waiting at Derby station and who should get out of a cab and walk towards me? It was Billy Bragg and I had the chance to thank him for what he did that night and shake his hand in what I thought was a poetic moment of closure. Imagine my surprise when 8 hours later I returned to Derby station to board a train to Birmingham when I bumped into Billy again. I assured him that I wasn’t stalking him but must admit I was a little spooked by the bizarre coincidence.

Life can be quite bizarre sometimes and I have always thought about posting my story, but I never actually got around to putting it down in writing.

My little girl would have been 10 years old today and my biggest battle is not forgetting her smile, her voice and all those little things that a parent takes for granted so as a thank you to the people that made a Sunday night in Glastonbury very special and as a tribute to my little Princess Samantha on her Birthday I have finally wrote it down.

A massive thank-you to the Eavis family and Billy Bragg for a truly special moment that I will never forget and a big Happy Birthday to my princess in heaven.

As I wiped the tears from my face, I headed to the Pyramid Stage and I will forever remember Richard Ashcroft of the Verve finishing a perfect Glastonbury saying Tomorrow is Monday morning, life is a struggle, doing a job you despise for a boss you despise, we are a slave to money then we die…(before launching into Bittersweet Symphony.


  • Kings of Leon
  • Jay-Z
  • The Verve
  • Neil Diamond, Leonard Cohen (Sunday afternoon legends slot)

Here are a few images and videos of my experience.


Glastonbury 2007

For years I dreamed of going to Glastonbury and was determined that I wasn’t going to be one of those people who watch it on the TV every year promising myself that next year will be my year, but ultimately do nothing about it.

So I decided to join the 135,000 people who braved the rain and the mud to watch a lineup including Arctic Monkeys, Kasabian, The Killers, The Who and Bjork. The climate-change addressing campaign ‘I Count’ signed up 46% of festival-goers, and provided recycled toilet paper and Bags For Life. Emily Eavis launched her Park Stage on the upper fields, while lower down the site the crowd surged forward to join Iggy and the Stooges on stage.

The site is quite simply huge and I really didn’t know what to expect but thankfully Tort’s Glastonbury guide provided me with everything that I needed to prepare for my dream trip to Worthy Farm.

We arrived in glorious sunshine but unfortunately the rain soon arrived and didn’t go away leaving Worthy Farm looking like a mud bath.  Despite the weather, I was fortunate enough to be at the front for the Arcade Fire, and as a reminder of just how special that moment was, have a sneaky look at the video below which sums up just why I loved it so much.

The weather couldn’t have been any worse, but to be locked away in 1,000 acres of dreams where the rest of the world is put on pause is something that ignited something within, and I will be back next year to re-charge my mojo.


  • Arctic Monkeys
  • The Killers
  • The Who
  • Shirley Bassey (Sunday afternoon legend slot)

Here are a few images and videos of my experience.